Put Out My Eyes —— 《莎乐美回忆录》

It is painful to read through this memoirs. Nothing else, just because she can remind me of you...

Lots of intermingled feelings, lots of bittersweet words, lots of unforgettable mementoes...

Here is a poem to Salome from Rilke, it speaks out my heart too...



Put out my eyes,
and I can see you still,
Slam my ears to,
and I can hear you yet;
And without any feet I can go to you;
And tongueless, I can conjure you at will.
Break off my arms,
I shall take hold of you
And grasp you with my heart as with a hand;
Arrest my heart,
my brain will beat as true;
And if you set this brain of mine afire,
Then on my blood-stream I yet will carry you.

刺瞎我的眼睛，我仍旧能看见你
塞住我的耳朵，我仍旧能听见你
没有了脚，我依旧能走向你
没有了舌头，我依旧能恳求你
折断我的手臂，我也能抱紧你、抓牢你，用我的心；
带走我的心，
我的思绪不会就此止息；
如果你焚之以火，
我的血液依旧因你而流淌。