I Honestly Love You

再听这首歌，难免会想起当年为你庆生的一番扰攘来。

这几年，自从明白自己心意后，一年中的某一天就变得异乎寻常的重要起来，常常是提前数月就开始筹划盘算，希冀能借着这一年仅一次允许自己“放肆”的机会，言不能言之言，诉不能诉之情，道不能道之道，寄望斯情斯景下的鸿雁传情，既恰如其分又新颖独特，是来自我的史无前例，是给予你的独一无二。

为此，一向被称为computer killer的我抗拒着我对“新潮”软件的抗拒，学刻CD，学录音，学做flash，学制作幻灯片，选歌，挑图片......舍垂手可得的资源而求教于google，自己就这么一路自我摸索、磕磕碰碰，用大量的时间换取差强人意的DIY来。

那一年，在Rod Stewart的“For the first time"和Olivia Newton-John 的"I honestly love you"两首歌中踌躇多时，最终选了前者。其实两首歌的词都很契合我的心曲，但后者因为传说中的不祥宿命，最终被我弃而不用。只是没想到，无论用还不用，冥冥中自有神力。

如今再听，五内俱焚之余，我最遗憾的是：When I've got the chance to say, I blew the chance, for the sake of shyness.

I honestly love you

Maybe I hang around here
A little more than I should
We both know We got somewhere else to go
But I got something to tell you
That I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know
I love you
I honestly love you

You don't have to answer
I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
This is pure and simple
And you should realize
That it's coming from my heart and not my head

I love you
I honestly love you

I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not trying to make you anything at all
But this feeling does come along everyday
And you shouldn't blow the chance
When you've got the chance to say

I love you
I honestly love you

If we both were born
In another place and time
This moment might be ending in a kiss
But there you are with yours
And here I am with mine
So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this

I love you
I honestly love you
I honestly love you