Should It Matter

A new discovery leads to a new setback. Sometimes, history repeats itself, even though it is not exactly same.

Should it matter?

Yes and no.

Yes, it does matter before I know what is really the most important.

No, it doesn't matter after I get closer to the truth of your feeling to me.

Ultimately, only the truth "I'm not the one" matters.

Should it Matter

I look at you
Please don't walk away
I see you're about to
There is just something I'd really like to say
So please don't walk away
I know that you're there
Still you pretend you're not
Yes I know it hurts
I have also felt the pain

So should it matter
What you do or what you've done
As long as in my heart
You're still the only one

You hear I say it
But I don't think you believe
I can let it go
I doubt myself too

It's been 5 years
A memory from my past
I know what I did wrong
I wish to change
Just to make it last
But I guess it's been too long
Easy to say than done
To forget to about it all
Is that what you do hoping I will be gone?

So should it matter
What you do or what you've done
As long as in my heart
You're still the only one

You hear I say it
But I don't think you believe
I can let it go
I doubt myself too

If you got to love me again
Maybe then -- maybe then
We could see what we could have
But that's all up to you
I'll be waiting for you

So should it matter
What you do or what you've done
As long as in my heart
You're still the only one

You hear I say it
But I don't think you believe
I can let it go
I doubt myself too