Flying without Wings

每每听到此歌，四年前在MSN上漫长的等待、焦虑的渴盼、“相遇”的喜悦、通宵达旦聊天时的酣畅淋漓、不得不离线的怅然失落，都会一一浮上心头。那是怎样的一段辰光？那是怎样的一份心情？那是如何欲说还休的年代？

也曾经在等待的神不守舍中，悄悄变换着颇具深意的ID,冀望着你敏锐的洞察，免却我坦诚的羞赧。偶尔的，也会用"Flying without wings"寄托一点隐秘的情思和对自己的勉励：希望有朝一日，自己能挣脱“情天恨海”的重力牵引，戒除依赖的“瘾”，即便不能借你的柔情为翅，也要自由翱翔在万丈高空，做一个让你骄傲的更好的我。

如果，如果彼时愿望成真，也许，也许今朝我和你就不会走得太远太远，远得从此无法接近。

如今，Skype,MSN都已静静躺在laptop的某个角落，束之高阁，“积尘”经年。隔了这虚妄的迢迢岁月，现在的我，是怎么也回不去了。而岁月似乎不曾施展一贯以之的神力，淡漠一切痕迹：甜蜜的、幸福的、悲伤的、酸涩的、疯狂的、苦痛的、无关紧要的。唯一不曾变得是，无论怎么努力，依然逃不过同样的结局。

Flying Without Wings

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
'Cause who's to know
Which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine

And it's like flying without wings
'Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings