以为是行尸走肉了，不会再有动情之时，没想到看进行时态的《Grey's Anatomy》第五季，还是会在一些voiceover下湿了眼眶。
生老病死见惯的医院，更易让人觉出时间的无情，生命的无常。和那些挣扎求生的人相比，更觉出自弃的可耻，可是迷失的心魂呵，难以自主。
The waiting is always the hard part. I should be over it now，shouldn't I? Nothing can be wait any more. You made your choice, and I have been slowly forced to dig this awareness out from my subconsciousness. I've always known what's your choice in the back of my mind, but I deny it, I try to blind myself, I was dreaming an impossible dream......
Life is the most fragile, unstable, unpredictable thing there is. You sure can't count on anything in life, can you?
今天又看见几句歌词，轻易引发内心汹涌的记忆：
为什么呵护我？
为什么感动我？
为什么宠坏我？
叫我如何习惯没有你？
我不能想爱就爱，
除非我学会想忘就忘......
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