Again, because of you, I started to watch soap opera: “Friends”, “Desperate Wives” and so on. You witched me! Because of you, my flippancy went away, though I am frequently distracted from these plots by you, sometimes, these punch lines are really food for my thought.
Tonight, I start to watch another series of soap opera: “Grey’s anatomy” which is the first one not recommended by you, I take it as the hint that it is the first step I need to become independent again. And, I am really touched by some of sentences, giving me the déjà vu all are just split out from my mouth:
Times out, sometimes you have to do the wrong thing, sometimes you have to make big mistakes to figure out how to make things right. Mistakes are painful, but they’re the only way to find out who you really are, what you really want.
I wish I could turn back the clock!
I have had so much guilt, you couldn’t see it. I never would’ve made you happy, not like you derserved to be happy. I would be a better person for walking away, I love you enough to walk away…….
You deserve to be with someone who make you happy, someone who’s not gonna complicate your life, someone who won’t hurt you……..
He is the one for you, Shall I walk away quietly?
2007-10-14
